Wednesday, March 25, 2009

Drunk on whine......

OK. I'm over it. Of course, I'm still waiting for Webster to bring me some Brie to go along with my whine! (Did you see the comment I left on your blog Webster?? LOL). As no Brie was available, I simply "whined" myself silly. Until 6:30 last night anyway. That's when hubby took me out to dinner for an early anniversary celebration. (Our first anniversary is the 5th). Hard to continue to whine with a hubby like mine taking me out for wine (not whine) and a fabulous meal. He keeps me sane. Still doesn't mean I like MS. Still doesn't mean I am remotely interested in being friends with my MS either. I still think MS sucks. I just have it back into perspective. Of course, often that perspective sucks too! I just wish the MS would leave me alone and go away. Permanently would be my preference, but I'll take temporary. I'd like to go one week and be able to lose my temper without worrying if being pissed off will cause an exacerbation. I'd like to spend the day outside in the sun, gardening, without worrying that the heat will cause an exacerbation. I'd like to be able to be able to WALK around the zoo all day and not worry about falling on my butt or have my husband worry that I'm over doing. O.K.....so maybe I'm NOT done whining yet.

3 comments:

Blindbeard said...

Not to be a baby, but your font is too small for my MS riddled vision to see well. I'm not trying to be negative, I just have a hard time seeing things that are too small. Love, BB

Julie M. Baker said...

MS does suck for sure and whining is part of the acceptance process. Or, it's part of mine anyway. Sometimes I give myself a schedule for whining. Ok. I'm allowed to whine all morning but no whining this afternoon. If I don't let it out, it will come out sideways and twisted.
Julie

Webster said...

I'm sorry, but I am fresh out of Brie, and DH bought Cheddar when he went to the store last night. Also, I'm on the Solumedrol right now, and besides I don't have your address!

But it sounds like a nice dinner out helped a lot with your whine. Happy Anniversary!